10:31 p.m. - 2009-04-06 too real
a past love of mine, who i would've committed myself to as a nun does with her virginity to the church...(but he wouldn't have me. not in such a serious way)...
well.
he killed himself on April Fool's Day.
He had, literally, gone crazy.
I don't know how I call these things out.
I just know I don't like it.
don't ever let me love you. you'll regret everything about it,