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9:00 p.m. - 2013-01-28
can't stop thinking about a text i read in his old phone, to his ex-wife, 4 days before my birthday (just 3 months after we started dating): There's nothing nice going on my life. I miss you. I love you.

Can't stop thinking about it.

can't stop.

we went to putt-putt, my idea to do something nice to make his son feel better after getting dumped by his girlfriend today.

there, i learned I am the only one who cannot make snide comments or i am being a 'bitch' and therefore will be called as such, ignored, and treated like shit in front of the kids by him. even after pointing it out.

i can't win.

(i walked in the door at 6:30 this evening, saw the pot of coffee on the counter and thought, wow, i forgot to drink coffee the hell did i get through the day? leave it to Mr. Awesome Asshole to bring out the non-caffeinated in me...jesus h).


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