5:38 p.m. - 2012-01-08
that i lost and can't be.
you're supposed to focus on the good things
my ex boyfriend just got engaged to one of the girls that had a big crush on him while he and I were dating.
so anyway, today i cleaned and did laundry like a good little girlfriend and i told my boyfriend that i want to sing on the song he is working on, like a good little girlfriend and he said he was too busy.
but everything is good, i watched Amadeus and read articles about how you can get your boyfriend to want to marry you even if you suck and i am giving my boyfriend and myself space like we both want and need and even when everything seems lost, someone is reading this and it might help them to know that I'm just writing to write and I actually am a person with dreams that always come true
and my son just made a new friend and her name is Hope.