6:29 p.m. - 2009-07-13
and you said to the man who had left before the storm,
"you missed lying on the grass
i nodded and whispered "yes."
and then you said, "i want to relive it!..."
and i whispered, "me, too..."
later, between us, you said you don't cry when people die, when you lose things. it's a part of life. you don't miss things once they're gone.
i wanted to say, "so you don't miss me when i'm gone?" but i just smiled and said, "hmmm..."
and the night kept going and you said, "i'm allergic to everything. like the perfume department in jcpenney? i can't do that place....i ask all the girls i date not to wear any perfume."
i wish it could have been my place to say, "well, it's a good thing i don't wear perfume.."
but, i just nodded