11:17 p.m. - 2009-04-08
"he was alive then. i wonder if he knew he would only be alive for X more days, weeks, months, years?"
when i become an inventor, i'm going to invent a rewind switch, especially for me to get to him that morning he thought he knew the right thing to do.
i'd take a headache every day for the rest of my life if he could be alive again.
but the fact that he's not,
it just ruins the whole martyr thing i was always going for.
i hate evil things. i hate them, and i hate the god damned devil, that asshole.