7:51 p.m. - 2009-04-02
i guess i'm gonna make it.
don't have the nerve to swallow a big fat one-a-day energy vitamin. but i gave myself a b-12 shot, along with a garlic capsule, fish oil capsule, vitamin c (broken in half), and st. john's wort. for the past several days.
i really think it's working.
i feel as stressed out as i was in 2003 when i wasn't really as stressed out as i thought i was.
like, compared to the past few years, after having Rowan.
like i think i should feel.
which is....just not so fucking depressed. more on a reasonable, like, SANE level. more...truly...